“Why was it not me?”: You are sharing Baldwin to update mental health after rust

Alec Baldwin thinks about his mental health in the aftermath of the “rust” fire that led to the death of the film photographer Halina Hatchens in 2021.

The actor, a central figure in the new TLC program, “The Baldwins”, spoke frankly in the first episode of the show, scheduled to be shown on Sunday, February 23, about the ways in which his life has changed- the death situation.

“This was a surreal matter,” Baldwin told his wife, Hillarya Baldwin, in the episode. “I mean, I cannot even believe that we are going through this. I always feel more pain than that than me, because I think myself, well, as you know, I will do my best just to overcome. I think about what has been done for you, and how much it harms you, And everything. “

Last year was terrible. There were times I was putting in bed. I will go, wow, my children. I can’t get up.’ This is not like me. I am not like this at all, not in any way I love it. He explains, “Never” explains in a confession, in detailing the multiplication taken by his mental health.

Hillarya adds, explaining that Alec General’s mood turned when she was charged with unintended death, her special vision to “the darkest moments”, saying: “Everyone who approaches Alec has seen his mental health decline.” Adding that her husband was diagnosed with post -traumatic disorder and hearing, saying: “If this day had occurred, then why are you still here? Why was it not?”

“She wakes up in the morning and you love,” Oh my God, why did you wake up? ” a job.

He said, “I said, I am happier when I was asleep than I was awake.”

The shooting occurred four years ago on October 27, 2021, in New Mexico when the in -rooted pistol was launched on the “rust” group and killed Hitchins. Baldwin confirmed that he had not shot the pistol and did not know that he was loaded with a live bullet. The film was first shown in Poland in November 2024 with dedication to Hitchins.